Did I mention that I do despise looking for a job? Oh I didn’t, well I do.
My anxiety creeps right up on my and I feel as if I am going to throw up. I always do good interviewing, but that maybe because I tell them straight up that I am really nervous and I apologize right from the get go. First thing is first though, I have not interviewed to work somewhere in 6.5 years. I feel like i have never done it before. I am sick at the thought of it. I don’t want to play and I want to go to my room. Make sense?
Add to that, I have been wearing nothing but casual dumpy clothes for roughly 3 years now. No dress pants or non-denim skirts are in my house. So now I will have to go out and buy something to wear to an interview with all the money I don’t have, hence the need for a job.
On top of that, there is the whole babysitting issue. My hours are all over the place from the get go until I get a set schedule roughly 18 weeks from the day I start. Yeah, there is totally people running from to babysit my kids. Yeah, right!
Alice has offered, and I know that she would be so good to my girls. I am so comfortable with her and she truely is a wonderful friend, but I feel like I would be asking so much of her. Its just not sitting right with me.
So, by now I have stressed myself out so much by it all that I can’t even begin to think about anything else.
God some days I hate being an adult!
I can’t imagine. Mainly because I have walked from job to job since High School. Being out of the workforce for a long time and then getting back in. Do not envy you.
Hopefully you will get a great job with some great benefits.
Good luck!
Oh I hate interviewing, too. I fear the day in several years when I have to get dressed and walk into a interview and talk like an adult.
Good luck!