What the heck???

So we decided sometime last year that we were going to get a puppy.  Those of you that know me well, know I am not really a dog person…I purr if you know what I mean.  However, the hubs wants one and I have puss so you know.  I have been searching for a puppy we can have in our neighborhood for weeks.  You  know last time I checked there were a million puppies without homes, but of course there would be none when we look.

There are nearly hundreds of lab mixes that are adorable, but we can’t have them. So today I set out to find out new family pet.  After 4 hours and 4 places….We got him! He is a Jack Russel Terrier.  He is not a little puppy, but he is only 9 months old.  He is super sweet and great with my girls.  He is afraid of puss though and I find that about as fabulously funny as the show Still Standing! LMAO

Anywho…Top it off with the fact that I want a little kitten for as a gift to a friend of mine….And of course there is NO ONE giving away free kittys!! WTF?  Is there not a million stray kittens out there that people are usually looking for homes for?  Of course not….Not when I need one that is…

Life is kicking my ass…

Oh yes it is…One foot after another.  I tell you now I don’t know how much more of the shit I can take. 

On a lighter note…LMAO…Went to see 27 dresses again last night. By god it is a good movie. Especially if you are me and you do enjoy a romantic comedy! I do love my sap.  But I would have to say that comedy trumps even a good romantic movie for me, like say Juno…That was a damn fine tribute to sarcasm! Love it!

On the home front, you guessed it, hubby still works ALL THE TIME!  Getting a sitter is now non existent as my sister has finally turned me down to many times for me to even asked her anymore.  There goes my Valentines date.  Of course when it rains in pours, right?

So I sit here soaked in emotional crap and all I can think is…The sun will come out, tomorrow, tomorrow!  Man I need to laugh!

Naked or Pissed?

What do you think?

24 Months clothes my ass…Maybe 36 months?

Feelings

Dear god, they will get you…I mean it. Right out of no where.

Or maybe its just crazy me that has this problem.  One day just happy floating along. The next day, bam, WTF!

I knew it…I swear to god I knew it.  Only things that drive me truly crazy deep down get to my true feelings.

Just great…

The Love Cup

How do you know that somebody loves you?  When they give you something they picked up for you just because they thought you would love it! OMG…I actually think this may be one of the best feeling in the world. 

Well next to Twitterpatted of course.  LOL

My dear Crazy friend Erin bought me this beautiful, HUGE, black and pink hearted mug (need I say more?) that is so perfect! Everytime I look at it there is no way I can not smile. 

Add to that, when you take a drink, a pretty little heart pops out at you!  LOVE IT!

Now you may be thinking, why is she blogging about a heart cup?  You see, I am always the one giving little presents to people I care about for no reason.  This is the first time ever that it has happened to me. 

So while its just a cup to you, its a whole hell of a lot more to me.

These are a few of my favorite things…

Its quiet at my house.  The girls are asleep and the cat is too.  The tv is turned off and so are the lights. This is my favorite time of the night.  I love tucking my girls into bed.  The smell of lotion and shampoo, wrapped in soft pjs and yawning.  Even when I feel as if I can’t control my own mind and heart, its amazing how content I can feel at just doing one thing that brings me pure happiness.

And so it is with my girls safely and softly tucked into bed that I set off to spend a little time with Rachel.  A hot bath and a bottle of Purple polish are calling my name…

Trapped

Oh how I hate the feeling of being trapped in my own life. 

Do I have anything to complain about seriously? No.  Its just recently been found to be in my freaking nature to bitch for no god damn apparent reason.  I know this does not sound right, but I am who I am.  Honest if not anything.

I really have no purpose.  Yes I am a mom.  Yes I am a wife.  But for hells sake what about Rachel? I swear to god most days she is just suffocating.  She gets to come out every now and then, but oh so not enough.

I want to be taken care of,  not always the one doing the taking care of.  I want to feel loved and sexy way more than I do.  I want to fell like I have something to do and somewhere to go.  Oh how I hate doing nothing.  The days pass like they never even happen, where does it go?  I swear only the cat understands.

God bless Oscar the cat and his ability to just sit next to me and purr.  It helps me to breath and be calm.

Oh so true…And damn funny!

Loving people does not necessarily involve touching them inappropriately, usually.  Love is a selfless thing, and lots of times you can just love people with your eyes, although don’t let them see you doing it because sometimes even though you’re not touching them they alert the authorities.

Its all fun and games til someone is crazy!

If you asked Erin about me she would tell you that I am crazy…Why you ask? Cause I probably am, but in the best way possible if you ask me! LOL

Sure I am emotional, a little out of control at times and even a little off the beat and path for a normal girl…But I think I make one hell of a woman.

I am loving and caring…Personal and passionate…Aggressive and Strong…

Doesn’t this add up to a good woman? 

Oh yeah…Must be crazy then.