Oh, what a case of the Mondays

8 04 2008

Yep, its Monday.

Can you feel it guys?

Rainee had preschool for the first time today and I think we did well.  Other than that I completely uneventful day has flown by.  I have read almost another complete book making it 5 in two weeks. I am completely consumed when I read as you can tell.

I think I need some time alone to process my thoughts. Maybe I can run away from life a little tonight when the hubs gets home from the in laws.  I am thinking a date with the tanning bed is calling my name.  Then a nice hot bath and the rest of my book.

I have completed absolutely nothing today short of taking Rainee to school and going to the bank. Well that and of course getting a coffee.  Should probably figure out what to make for dinner.  Maybe I will make some peanut butter cookies, they sure sound good with coffee right now.

Better yet, I am a working woman now…I am ordering pizza.

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My husband is trying to kill me

5 04 2008

I truely swear to god that he is…Not in the physical sense of course, but the emotional one for sure.  He can’t handle our kids without freaking out and then of course its my fault.  He is lazy and it drives me nuts.  I am on the go all the time. I like seeing things and going places.  He likes watching tv and staying home.

So how would you say that it has come to be that we are still married?  I think at this point we are floating on luck. People say you have to work on a marriage to make it work…But whatever if the things that need to be worked on are just part of who the person is and no something they are doing?

I really wish that I had answers.  And this I am sure is not the day to try and find them as I am clearly not rational.

I think.





Little old me

2 04 2008

It has come to my attention inthe last few weeks that there is no pictures of me anywere that were not taken by me.  Should I be concerned that there is no one in my life that wants to take my picture?  I am always the picture taker…I take pictures of my family and friends, but the only ones of me are the ones I have taken of myself on my cell phone for specific reasons. 

No pictures of me at the holidays or anything….

WOW





One hell of a bad day

20 03 2008

OMG, this day has sucked from morning til now.  Started with really whiny kids and ended with the new dog pissing on my floor.  I will spare you all the crap inbetween, but know that is really was a bad day! 

I hate bad days, its like a ball starts rolling that you can’t stop even if you tried.  That is how it always is for me.  If I wake up to something bad, I just know that is how my day is going to be. 

Its a good thing I know its normal, or I would definately think it was just me and my bad luck.





Life is kicking my ass…

9 02 2008

Oh yes it is…One foot after another.  I tell you now I don’t know how much more of the shit I can take. 

On a lighter note…LMAO…Went to see 27 dresses again last night. By god it is a good movie. Especially if you are me and you do enjoy a romantic comedy! I do love my sap.  But I would have to say that comedy trumps even a good romantic movie for me, like say Juno…That was a damn fine tribute to sarcasm! Love it!

On the home front, you guessed it, hubby still works ALL THE TIME!  Getting a sitter is now non existent as my sister has finally turned me down to many times for me to even asked her anymore.  There goes my Valentines date.  Of course when it rains in pours, right?

So I sit here soaked in emotional crap and all I can think is…The sun will come out, tomorrow, tomorrow!  Man I need to laugh!





The Love Cup

5 02 2008

How do you know that somebody loves you?  When they give you something they picked up for you just because they thought you would love it! OMG…I actually think this may be one of the best feeling in the world. 

Well next to Twitterpatted of course.  LOL

My dear Crazy friend Erin bought me this beautiful, HUGE, black and pink hearted mug (need I say more?) that is so perfect! Everytime I look at it there is no way I can not smile. 

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Add to that, when you take a drink, a pretty little heart pops out at you!  LOVE IT!

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Now you may be thinking, why is she blogging about a heart cup?  You see, I am always the one giving little presents to people I care about for no reason.  This is the first time ever that it has happened to me. 

So while its just a cup to you, its a whole hell of a lot more to me.





These are a few of my favorite things…

5 02 2008

Its quiet at my house.  The girls are asleep and the cat is too.  The tv is turned off and so are the lights. This is my favorite time of the night.  I love tucking my girls into bed.  The smell of lotion and shampoo, wrapped in soft pjs and yawning.  Even when I feel as if I can’t control my own mind and heart, its amazing how content I can feel at just doing one thing that brings me pure happiness.

And so it is with my girls safely and softly tucked into bed that I set off to spend a little time with Rachel.  A hot bath and a bottle of Purple polish are calling my name…